As I get older, I feel more and more pressure to KNOW what I am supposed to be doing. I have these natural doubts of growing up, this pressure that comes from "adulting".
Sometimes I'm unsure if I am going to be able to pay the rent, if I can afford groceries. Money can be so stressful. I get caught up dreaming about what God has for me, traveling the world, and it makes me think, 'Man, if I can't pay my rent, how can I travel?' I start to overthink what the quality of my life will look like in the flesh. I start to wonder how I am going to be able to do the things I want to do for Jesus. I just had this moment of being like, " Whoa, what are you thinking? Have you forgot who your Dad is? " That cycle of thinking is not Jesus. He is a provider and protector. He says that he has exceedingly abundant plans for our lives. The things God has for me, I can't do...... they are impossible. They don't make sense and they won't because my Daddy operates in the supernatural! When I begin to remind myself of Who my DAD IS, and start to remember who I am, I don't need to know my call. I need to know my Father. Everything else will fall in place after your relationship with God. Start to bring everything to your Father, start to get intimate with Jesus, spend regular time with Him. Do the things to help live a healthy life, spend time in your Word, go to the gym, eat healthy, meditate, spend time outside in God's creation, get to know yourself. He will begin to reveal Himself to you with each new day of intimacy. Spend time asking for forgiveness and giving it. WHERE THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD IS THERE IS FREEDOM! God wants you to be free. He wants you to be confident. He wants you to know who you are! All those things come from God. So stop asking the world who you are and start asking God. I am a daughter of the King of kings. I am not a victim, I am victorious. I don't have to worry about money or identity, my friendships, my past, my future husband. I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY! God has plans for my life, He knows me intimately. He knows this season, and the next one. God did not put desires in my heart to not fulfill them. Matthew 6:33 33 But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. /// MY PRAYER \\\\ I pray for a refreshing of your Spirit, Father. I pray for Your discernment in my thoughts, that although the world tells me to doubt, I will have no fear for I am a daughter of the King. I pray for more GOD DREAMS FROM YOU! I thank you for the reminder that You have not given me dreams and desires to not fulfill them. I pray that daily You remind me of WHO I AM in You Father. I thank You for Your endless love. I pray for the understanding that just like the birds in the sky and the flowers in the field, You will provide and always have made a way where there seems to be no way. Thank You Father. Your loving daughter.
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